been a month and a 1/2 since I last wrote,...Currently Ramadan...for some reason I really like this time of year,..I'm more focused and I tend to get my life back in focus,...I do get a bit hungry and very thirsty but nothing to difficult,..

This past saturday, Oct 8th, there was 7.6 scale Earthquake in Pakistan,..more than 30,000 people were killed,..it's so scary when it hits so close to 'home'...I feel so bad for all these families that have been affected by all these natural disasters,...God give them strength and help them find peace,..

Had our first module,..Cardio,..6 exams in 6 days, 3 in 1 day,..it was crazy......Medical School is killing me,...Damn,...

Didn't realize how much I had come to care about my friend until things recently took an unexpected turn,..it really hurts me how things have been going down as of late,...I didn't do anything wrong but yet there is such distance between us and for what? I always let myself get caught up in friends and then get screwed emotionally in the end,...what goes on?

October 3rd was when things starting getting bad,...and everything was so great b4 that (minus a few issues that I wasn't very happy with),...

My friends say I'm a hater,..I truely dislike certain people in my school,...Can't stand Vinita, Nisha, Erica, Antonella, Janiki, Aarti,...the funny thing is,..most of them are Indian chicks,...damn desi girls are trifling,....

Zia has gotten sooo big it's crazy,.....I need to get him neutered and declawed

Got weighed today,..have lost about 6 pounds in the past 2 weeks,...haven't had much of an appetite and on top of that, still going to the gym when I can,...

Gotta say Isha before midnight then back to the books (pathology, restrictive lung dz,.FUN)

I pray umbie gets into a good medical school,.INSHALLAH

+ H.U.M.A. @ 11:45 PM