Sitting in my apartment while my nani is laying in the bed behind me and my parents are out getting groceries for my apartment,...

Madd stressed out about my exams this week,..so unbelievably unprepared it's pathetic,...I've never felt so unprepared for anything in my life,...damn.

Been trying to get on top of my 'ish but it's been hard seeing as how there is sooo much to do and not enuf time and on top of that,..i haven't had 1 decent nite of sleep in God knows how long,..

It was Sarah's b-day on Wed. so I organized a bunch of people to take her out for lunch and we got her a cake and then I had the class sing to her,..she's was like,.'woman, imma get u fo' this one',...She's so ghetto, I love it.

Shabz and I have been getting so unbelievably close recently,..I spend so much time with her,..whether it be studying or just getting 'ish off eachothers minds,..she's turning out to be the best friend that I have here,.her and Sarah.

Decided not to waste my time on people who aren't worth my time,..I think I'm madd naive when it comes to reading people and recognizing the genuine from the selfish,..no more

Bryan (aka muscle boy aka meathead aka class hottie aka class genius) and I have been studying together for the past few weeks,.he is maddd cool and it's a shame that so many people misjudge him,....girls in our class all want him but think he's a 'wham bam thank you maam' type of guy (which he kinda is) but there is a lot more to him,..he's a great motivator and an amazing person all around,,..shabz dilip danesh sarah shania bryan and i studied together last nite and the nite b4 and they all think that he is trying to kik it to me,..i honestly and truly don't c it but then again I never realize these things,...

Newayz,..im missing certain people quite a lot and I can't wait till this exam block is finished so I can make plans to disappear from this place and be around people who make me happy

Geordi dumped Alana after 4 1/2 years of intensity,..damn,..

+ H.U.M.A. @ 6:29 PM