Today was an ok day. I had classes almost all day, 2 meetings, iftar (which was really good,..pasta pisa is good shit), worked at the Brew and then ended the night at Muz's house with Trimi, Elaine and Katrina. Those girls are soo much fun. We had such a hilarious convo. at the Brew a few hours ago. What else. I'm a bit worried about my sister. She has been really down for the past few weeks and I wish there was something I could do. I'm going to plan something for next weekend for just the two of us and maybe my brother if he comes to Boston. Maybe we will take a mini roadtrip or something. I think she just needs a change of scenary,...I think we both do.

I had a really scary dream last night. The twisted thing is,...I woke up in the middle of the night and wanted to fall back asleep to finish the dream. I haven't had dreams for a long time. I guess I had this one b/c Hana has been having scary dreams and coming to my room in the middle of the night to tell me about them. Or maybe it's b/c I love scary movies and watch them frequently.

Kapil wants to hang out tomorrow; he mentioned going to Copley or something. I've been wanting to go to Copley for a while but we will see how the day unfolds.

I love Katrina. I think she is my favorite person at Tufts. She is ALWAYS there for me and she says the same about me. We have this relationship where she never suffocates me (and people have a tendancy to do that quite frequently),...neways,...that's it for now

+ H.U.M.A. @ 4:45 AM

Cristina slept over last night and we stayed up till 5 am talking about religion. I think my brain works the best during that time of the night (or day actually). Before our conversation, I had a nice conversation with a close friend on the phone. I think I talk on the phone too much. I'm getting a lot better but I still always go way over my day minutes,..I should work on that. Today we had iftar food from Penang. The food was great. Mashallah, I am very impressed with the Tufts Msa and how smoothly and successful Ramadan/EID events are.

For the rest of the day I just ran some errands, attended two meetings and did some work. Then Muz came over to watch the bball game here but unforunately the MU doesn't get ESPN,..that sucks,...I love basketball.

I plan to go visit my sister this weekend. I really need to get away from everyone and everything here. I feel really suffocated and disturbed by how some things are going in my life here and I think spending some time with my sister is just the remedy I need. Inshallah things will change but for now,..hmmm,...I don't know how to feel about some things anymore.

+ H.U.M.A. @ 3:25 AM

Today was a very unproductive day. I stayed in the house till after iftar. Muz cooked today; the food was great. Then I missed both my classes, went to a meeting, went to the Brew ('cuz I live there) and then came home to watch the Real World (I love that show). I just had a really great convo. with Cristina and my baby Laylee called me before that. I love those girls. I think Hana is getting annoyed that I won't let her into my room whenever she has smoked a cigarette. I wish she would realize that I just really want her to quit for her own good.

This whole situation with Kat, Kaps, Cris and I is so weird. I just wish things wouldn't be so complicated and that there would be no drama. Speaking of drama, I'm really trying to deal with the other situation in my life. It's really hard and I can't help but feel really sad at times. How could things change so fast? One minute I thought I had my future was figured out and now I feel completely lost. Hmmm,...

+ H.U.M.A. @ 4:02 AM

I have no idea what I am doing. I just got back from working at the Brew and I was searching the web for pictures from the MSA hiking trip to the loj 2 weekends ago, and I stumbled across Nik's blogger entries. I have about 2 hrs till I have to get up for Suhoor (Ramadan) so I figure I'll just stay up till then and watch some tv or something. Let's see if this works.

+ H.U.M.A. @ 5:11 AM